I MISS PANDI )))))) :

I MISS SMALL PANDI )))))) :

Uh-huh its been so long since i last updated here right? well my blogspot is under private right now. oh well to those acting smart people, its not say i am coward or wadever u have in mind alright. its personal reason. & yeah i have been thinking hell loads about re-accepting dearest. but well i had no choice + i really do <3 him. so yeah we have started a new. hopefully things will go well & things wont go hey-wire (: & yeah i have nothing much to blog. have many more arrangement to do for best friend’s birthday. well yeah.. hopefully everything turns up well. & yeah I’m missing dearest )) :

BEST FRIEND : all your wishes will come true. we will enter the cinemas real soon. & my date wif you will be next week. so please wait alright. & yes our sleepover. haha (( :

well best friend we don need to show off like others. like what u said in your blog. we don have to challenge where all to go. who will go there first. cause if u do that, when u go to the place you will never enjoy (( :

more pictures with dearest & best friend, STAY TUNE PEOPLE

Its Graduation day today. Was alright. But its a definite YES that i will miss some of my close classmates & friends ( :  Starting everything was alright! was still slacking & cracking jokes with Ramizah. When it was time to shake hands with Mr ong ,Goodness i nearly pee-ed! & i was so baldy nervous. Though its not my first time up there! Haha but happy that people actually clap for me. Nehehehe ( :   & yeah when it was Muhammad turn. Its freaking cool That stupid sick chicken must be hounded can! I stood up & clap & some more got scream uh. such a good friend , ROFL!  & yes after lunch head-ed back to classroom. Had this video of memories. touching & sweet!  & best friend was the first & last person to start raining & to end the rain. & yes snap a number of pictures. It’s all with that Ramizah woman! Hopefully she will give it to me real soon! & i will definitely miss all the guys who always calls me as AHMA. So much thing i will miss.

Secondary one : I used to be a sotong with two pony tails + a super duper long skirt. Was baldy close with Desmond & Ramizah. Laughed , Jokes, Gossips! Haha & i remenber begin pranked by Desmond. Annoying! I wonder if he still remenber the bugs&bunny diary, ROFL!

Secondary two: met that small little girl [ PENELOPE ]  became very close with her. Started to bond with the class a little! Was appointed as the vice-chairman & Desmond was the chairman. It was another year of Laughter , Jokes , Gossips! Hahahaha!

Secondary three: Was known to be the class AHMA! class was awesome. bounded very well with everyone. was a wonderful year. I was a crazy girl. Who always laugh for no reason. & Was also a year with the same stuffs.

Secondary four: Ups & Downs. a lot of wrong happenings. dislikes & enemies. But yet we did laughed at some classmates jokes. Yet we did things together despite of un-happiness! Work hard together , helped each & other. Was very motivated!

Hahaha Well thats my secondary school life.Its still a wonderful & memorable one though i do have dislikes & hateness. But i should not bring them forward or bring the matter up anymore. Its time to face the world out there. Strive hard & Work hard. & archive my dreams with bestfriend! If i have the past pictures, i will upload it together with the graduation pictures ( :

HAPPY NINE MONTHS DEAREST

Its our special day today. Happy that we have came this far together. Despite of all the ups & downs we have overcome. I know sometimes i put you into situation that hard you terribly. I know i can be very stubborn. Well like i have always told you , you’re always my best boyfriend. tell me which guy would be so patient with a girl who has this kind of attitude. I still clearly remenber the day i kept scolding you with all the F words just cause we were un-able to meet. I remenber i push you around and i asked you to find other girls , just cause i felt i was not the prefect one. Oh well but at the end of the day , you know i will give you a offline message by saying sorry and telling you not to find other girls if not i will make you ball-less. Haha i remenber every single thing. The reason why I am strong is all cause you are by my side.  I need you by my side. Oh well dearest i love you so much! i can’t wait for Monday. Finally we are able to spent time together peacefully w/o any interruption by your parents. I can’t wait. Many pictures (( :   Lastly : You’re the only thing that’s on my mind

I’m getting real annoyed with all your rubbish!

P/S: Oh well’s best friend don care what the hack has been said about you to the whole world. When its their turn to face about rumors & gossips & wrong thing begin spread about them, they will understand how you will feel. Its a definite thing now they will be like ‘ arh rubbish’ arh shut the fuck up’ but when they face it , it will be our turn to say it. cause life out there is not as easy as you thing. down the road you thing that smelly can mess with people like that. you just wait & see. i bet you know what i say regarding life will be true. So yeah ignore everything single thing about the bad points about you. people who hangs out with you will know you the best & will love you for who you are. & not the mask you wear! so ignore that smelly. you are a good girl. remenber what your brother told you. haha.
I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND ( :

Alright i am left with EOA paper & after that i can kiss goodbye to N’level (: I did my best for all subjects including CPA. so dearest be proud of me, you always say i am not serious in my work. Bleahs, so this shows you own me a lot of magics too. Alright i met dearest yesterday. I was fucking happy, i swear. But the time spent with him was a so-so only. Monday will be the best. We have plans (( : Alright after paper went over to best friend’s place used computer & watched the Taiwan show. Nothing much to update as there is nothing interesting. but just stay tune they will be more pictures coming up next week. Alright i have this sudden interest in buying photo frames. I hope i will get them real soon. i have many works to do. i need to save a lot of $. for both dearest & best friend. I can’t wait to give them their presents that i have planned and yet to buy. hehe they sure love me more , Nehehehe (: